Drabble~ No matter what.
A/N: Just something I wrote while listening to my itunes.
We were so happy together...why...why'd you do it?....
Every moment was spent with you, or thinking about you. When I was upset, your smile, your voice, your touch
was the only thing that could cheer me up. When I was homesick, you'd attempt to speak in Chinese for me, even if you got ever word wrong,
I would always forget why I was homesick in the first place.
No matter how many times you'd yell at me, or tell me you hated me, I knew you didn't mean it, and still loved me..
The way you looked while you sleep, when you're performing, or just standing there.... it was always breath taking.
Remembering the reason why I fell in love with you has always been a mystery...
We were best friends before we were lovers..
You were the first one to except me, you were the only one that could understand my broken Korean, you even
beat up a crowd of anti-fans outside of our apartment... Even though I don't like violence, I understand why you did it..
You were one of the worse dancer I've ever met, but you still tried your hardest... Dancing may have a flaw, but you
had many other things to outshine that flaw... Your imitations, your wide imagination, your love for the camera, all of it outshines
every single flaw you have...
Most people don't understand why I still love you. Why I still care...
Even I don't know.. Maybe it's because I just do..
You were the first person that stole me, the first person I couldn't stop thinking about, the first person I imagined the rest of my life with..
But after what you did, it made me rethink my future. It made me think about if I was willing to take you back, if I was really going to spend
the rest of my life with you, if I could ever trust you. For days, weeks, those thoughts came and went in my head.
But only to be erased permanetly after seeing you laying there on our bed, seeing you silently cry, seeing your eyes blood shot red,
seeing how weak you were, how your eyes lost the light in them...
That's when I knew, no matter what we go through, I will always be you prince, and you'll always be my Rella...
- Ehh I am fully ready for you comments on how I total failed..
We were so happy together...why...why'd you do it?....
Every moment was spent with you, or thinking about you. When I was upset, your smile, your voice, your touch
was the only thing that could cheer me up. When I was homesick, you'd attempt to speak in Chinese for me, even if you got ever word wrong,
I would always forget why I was homesick in the first place.
No matter how many times you'd yell at me, or tell me you hated me, I knew you didn't mean it, and still loved me..
The way you looked while you sleep, when you're performing, or just standing there.... it was always breath taking.
Remembering the reason why I fell in love with you has always been a mystery...
We were best friends before we were lovers..
You were the first one to except me, you were the only one that could understand my broken Korean, you even
beat up a crowd of anti-fans outside of our apartment... Even though I don't like violence, I understand why you did it..
You were one of the worse dancer I've ever met, but you still tried your hardest... Dancing may have a flaw, but you
had many other things to outshine that flaw... Your imitations, your wide imagination, your love for the camera, all of it outshines
every single flaw you have...
Most people don't understand why I still love you. Why I still care...
Even I don't know.. Maybe it's because I just do..
You were the first person that stole me, the first person I couldn't stop thinking about, the first person I imagined the rest of my life with..
But after what you did, it made me rethink my future. It made me think about if I was willing to take you back, if I was really going to spend
the rest of my life with you, if I could ever trust you. For days, weeks, those thoughts came and went in my head.
But only to be erased permanetly after seeing you laying there on our bed, seeing you silently cry, seeing your eyes blood shot red,
seeing how weak you were, how your eyes lost the light in them...
That's when I knew, no matter what we go through, I will always be you prince, and you'll always be my Rella...
- Ehh I am fully ready for you comments on how I total failed..