i want

[xjimax]

.i want more
..i want to grab the world by the balls
...i want to tour with by band around this great country
....i want bands in this scene to support eachother, especially the big ones
.....i want to be an emt and rush dying patients, and dead patients to the hospital/morgue
......i want to be a firefighter and rescue little kids from their closets in their bedrooms
.......i DONT want to mooch of others anymore
........i want to go to school and open a recording studio
.........i want to open a beer brewery
i want to stop using periods and just write free
i want to be remembered
i want to fall madly in love with bonnie evans, more so than now
i want to get my own place and start on with my life
i want to take a big step forward and put a match to my gasoline doused past
i want to keep my friends forever
i want to tear down the walls that hold me inside
i want to reach out and touch the flame
i want to do the best i can while on this earth
i want to find out whats after this world
i want anything to be real
i want to get pissed drunk with my friends every fucking day, and maintain my life and health
i want to touch as many hearts as i can
i want to be remembered
i want the people who control backround checks to be less lazy and get back to people so i can start my fucking job
i dont want anyone to give up on me
i want people to know i have so much to give, and so much to learn
i want revive to play more fuckin shows

i want too much too soon.