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i think it's strange to admit that I am desperate for someone to spend my nights with. I've got friends but when you see the same faces every day, things start to feel lonely. sleeping alone is petrifying. But I would never ever admit this out loud.
I am just tired of caring about people who don't care about me. I'm sick of looking in all the wrong places- hell I'm sick of the fact that I even look, that I even waant to be looking.
I don't want to look anymore.
there.
this very instant
I decided.
I'm done looking. done caring about who comes along.
I'm just going to do what I want and meet glorious people along the way
and if someone wants to hang out and cuddle with me
then thats fine.
i'm so screwed.
I am just tired of caring about people who don't care about me. I'm sick of looking in all the wrong places- hell I'm sick of the fact that I even look, that I even waant to be looking.
I don't want to look anymore.
there.
this very instant
I decided.
I'm done looking. done caring about who comes along.
I'm just going to do what I want and meet glorious people along the way
and if someone wants to hang out and cuddle with me
then thats fine.
i'm so screwed.