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No questions. I am very decided. I want what i want, and if its not what i want it to be, then i dont want it at all.
lets skip that step, i dont want that shit waved around in my face
to make me think its something
when its really just going to be nothing.
i am tired of the cliche feeling, and the thought of it doesnt make me sad anymore
it just makes me angry
it feels like i swallowed an entire bottle of ice cold diet coke
and now its just fizzing in my stomach.
thats how angry it makes me.
just stop it.
just go away.
stop having this inane power over me!
"Jillian-- Never stop writing, it will free you"
i sure hope so.