STUPID BROWNIES!!!!

[xjewalicious_]

worrd. yeah, todays thursday, which meanssss TOMORROWS FRIDAY!! horray for friday! this weekend im gonna try and take a lot of stupid pictures 2 put up here because.. i dont know.. yeah.. all my plans are confusing and im doing something every day but i dont usually know until the last second.. like tomorrow i was wondering if i was sleeping at jennas or if i was going 2 the pool hall...uuh...i dont know!? she wants me 2 go 2 the underoath concert with herrrr saturday so, i may go, i may not, only because its sold out and who knows if ill get in.. gr.... im mad at myself, ive been eating such shit and i've been 2 lazy 2 work out, but next week im going 2 because my new years resolution was 2 loose like 10 pounds, just because i want to =) but i say that every year, haha.. im young so i eat like shit.. oh well, i say fuck diets. its not like im overweight or anything, i just dont want to GET overweight ever because then i think i'd die, mainly because i'm a girl. lol..but anyway, theres so much stuff i could say right now but im not going to because some people actually read this and yeah. right now my life is so wierd, its like, i dont know....not a bad or good wierd, just a wierd wierd...like i feel so wierd being single, like its a good feeling because i have so much less stress off my back now, but having someone was also fun, because it wasnt just some hook up. i really wish some guys would make an effort 2 get 2 know me better, -sigh- i know guys are afraid of rejection, but still, they should find out what someone thinks of them, because if they never make the effort, the girl could have had feelings for them, and they'll never know.. i know there are a lot of people that hate rejection, including me, but if i really like someone i try and make an effort, i mean i used to be scared of rejection, but not anymore, i mean, you only live once, so don't hold back your feelings because your scared of a simple rejection, and besides, what if the person has the same exact feelings, but they were also too scared too admit it? if you never find out the truth, you could be missing out on something amazing, just because you were to scared of being rejected. but..... anyway... im going 2 dance soon so yeeeeah..

i fell asleep in school today and i drooled on my desk, .:sigh:. good thing no one noticed..and that is why IM GOING 2 SLEEP. mwahaha. <3lixie