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2008 needs to be better than 2007. Well, 2007 was fucking amazing until about July. I mean I graduated, I went out of the country twice, and there was just a lot of fun shit that occurred. Then Eric died and I got cancer and it just wasn't fun anymore. BUT i have decided that I'm going to go back to France for my make a wish trip and I just realized how excited I need to be. I always forget how much I love Europe until I go again. This will be my third of hopefully many trips there. This better be as good of a time as Italy was though, all I have to say.
The holiday season was kind of not a good time. There was a lot of cry sessions to be had, with my family, with my friends, with myself. And Christmas was a tragedy cause all I could think about was how I had to go to the hospital the next day. And then I spent a week there. Those weeks are getting harder and harder each time and I'm so excited that next week is the last one (we hope!!) Then we can just go back to feeling like crap at home and at the clinic yay.
The holiday season was kind of not a good time. There was a lot of cry sessions to be had, with my family, with my friends, with myself. And Christmas was a tragedy cause all I could think about was how I had to go to the hospital the next day. And then I spent a week there. Those weeks are getting harder and harder each time and I'm so excited that next week is the last one (we hope!!) Then we can just go back to feeling like crap at home and at the clinic yay.