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People need to learn when it's not ok to stick their noses in other people's business. It's my choice to tell people things about my life, and it pisses me off that some have taken advantage of that. I am not "sick" and I'm done with listening to people ask me how i am and to tell me to take care of myself and having pity for me. I got stuck with a shitty disease, oh well. When someone gets AIDS do you tell everyone in town so that they can all feel bad for them, no. I shouldn't have to talk to people and look in their eyes and see that they're not thinking anything except how tragic it is that I have cancer. Get the fuck over, I'm over it. Don't feel bad for me and don't treat me like I'm going to break. I've never been one to attract attention to myself and this is just annoying. Some people have done really nice things to show that they care and I really do appreciate that but I don't need tears and I don't need pity conversations; I need laughter and to be treated like a normal person. It was so nice being at brown because people I met didn't know what I was dealing with or why I wasn't at school and it was nice to just be treated like any other person in the room, treated like I use to be.