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wowwwwww insomnia so bad right now. I knew my body was only just kidding me when it fell asleep without sleeping pills tonight. At least when I take ambien i feel like i am sort of sleeping, right now I am so awake it's ridiculous. I wish I had someone here who didn't sleep as well so I wasn't so friggen bored. Maybe I can make an online friend who lives in complete opposite time zone so it's normal for them to be awake. AH i just want to sleep regular again, sleeping was like my favorite part of the day and now it is gone.
Uh I'm just so sick of being sick, actually I'm just so BORED of being sick. I want to be at college so bad. And in boston, where I was suppose to be right now. All I do is like chill with my parents. Or not go anywhere with people because my legs decide to not move up stairs which is always fun when I forget that I am secretly an 85 year old woman and need assistance walking hahaa shit. Thanks god, loving this new life. Maybe I should speak to a therapist before I lose my mind of boredommm.
Uh I'm just so sick of being sick, actually I'm just so BORED of being sick. I want to be at college so bad. And in boston, where I was suppose to be right now. All I do is like chill with my parents. Or not go anywhere with people because my legs decide to not move up stairs which is always fun when I forget that I am secretly an 85 year old woman and need assistance walking hahaa shit. Thanks god, loving this new life. Maybe I should speak to a therapist before I lose my mind of boredommm.