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I can't breathe.
I need out so bad.
So so so so so bad.
I need help.
I hate my mom.
Right now.
I hate her with a passion.
She is so fucking heartless.
I never thought I would want to feel like I wanted to die, but god I am so alone.
No one understands. No one cares to understand.
"Mom, can I please have my keys so I can go talk to Jason? He is my best friend and I really need someone to talk to right now."
"About what Jessica?"
"Just about my life, Mom."
"No, you don't have a life. Shut my fucking door and get out."
And earlier today, she told me that she thought had been lying for the past 12 years about her brother molesting me. She wanted to know what happened and I wouldn't tell her so she assumes that I am lying. FUCK HER. SHE DOESN'T KNOW. I can't talk about it. I just can't. What kind of mother tells her child that she is lying about something like that. I told her that if she wanted to know, she could call her brother and ask him. She said she already had and that he said nothing happened.
Of course that is what he said you fucking bitch! No one is going to admit that he molested your daughter. Not to mention, the bastard just got out of jail because he was prosecuted for molesting his own son-but hey Mom, I guess the son is lying about it too.
I hate you.
And I hate myself.
I need out so bad.
So so so so so bad.
I need help.
I hate my mom.
Right now.
I hate her with a passion.
She is so fucking heartless.
I never thought I would want to feel like I wanted to die, but god I am so alone.
No one understands. No one cares to understand.
"Mom, can I please have my keys so I can go talk to Jason? He is my best friend and I really need someone to talk to right now."
"About what Jessica?"
"Just about my life, Mom."
"No, you don't have a life. Shut my fucking door and get out."
And earlier today, she told me that she thought had been lying for the past 12 years about her brother molesting me. She wanted to know what happened and I wouldn't tell her so she assumes that I am lying. FUCK HER. SHE DOESN'T KNOW. I can't talk about it. I just can't. What kind of mother tells her child that she is lying about something like that. I told her that if she wanted to know, she could call her brother and ask him. She said she already had and that he said nothing happened.
Of course that is what he said you fucking bitch! No one is going to admit that he molested your daughter. Not to mention, the bastard just got out of jail because he was prosecuted for molesting his own son-but hey Mom, I guess the son is lying about it too.
I hate you.
And I hate myself.