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[xjessticlex]

I'm sorry that I didn't pull the shades.
I couldn't help that I faded.
I couldn't help but breathe in your smoke.
I'm sorry that I didn't make the joke.
I have crumbled.
That's just the way I am.
I hoped you'd never leave me.
I don't want to swim.
I'm begging to come in.
Just to hear you sing.
I've cursed the ground.
And you've left me.
I have crumbled.
That's just the way I am.
I searched for shelter.
I hid from the sun.
But I did stay up all night.
And I'm haunted.
And you've left me.
And I have crumbled.
I'd hoped you'd never leave me.