Hate is a strong word but i rly rly rly dont like her!
i never thought i would say this but i strongly dislike maria [my mom] i know its wrong for me to say this but all the shit she does and says makes me not like her! i cant stand her i cant be in the same room with her its total chaos...today i was gonna bake some cupcakes for my cousins for new years cuz i told them iwas...and my mom started trippin syaing the hoven is dirty and shit and im like wf its notmy fault you should of cleaned it you dirtied not me and hes like no go buy easy off and im like um no...soo i started to clean it with some shit and she got mad and started to talk shit and im like wtf hol on then let me just wipe the chemical off andshe hit me and im like wtf did i do!?!!?! andshe sdike i heard you say you wont kiss my ass and im like wtf ok....sooo i told her i hate you and shes like i do to and im like u w/e and she said whjy wont you leave get your shit and leave already and im like ahahah ohh my god if i would do that you would be crying for me to come back..and she s like no i dont care and she said one day ima get all your stuff and throw it outside....so i told her then do it bitch..soo i came in my brothers room and im crying right now cuz it fucking sucks to live wioth a person like her shes making my life a living hell...i dont know why i have to have a mother like this...i always question my self what made her become like this? form all her kids im the one who she treats like shit..and every one noticed it...i dont know wat i did to her but w/e fuk her i llost all my respect for her shes dead to me i wont get rides from her ill just do shit on my own to show her i dont need her..im soo sick and tired of her throwing shit in my face saying that i use her and that she gaved me my life...shes always teling me how she wishes she never had kid and i told her then you should of aborted me or kept your legs closed...some times i wish i wasnt born because of her...shes the reason i became bulimic.....the other day she said im just mad cuz shes older than me and she has a bgetter looking body than me..i felt like crap...she doesnt knowi have low self esteem....because of her ive tried suiciding soo many times....shes such a bitch all i know that when im older and i have my kids im never going to be like her ima be a waay better mom than her...