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i think this might be my last entry...
i have been going to insane for myself to handle. i think back to certian times with robbie and its almost like i leave myself and im back in that place again, i hear convorsations that we had like they are right behind me, and that song....that song i hear every night before i go to bed...im forever tormented, im forever lost. i have no hope, im a lost cause, im a fuck up waiting to happen. i love my friends so much, SO much....and my family. i love you, im sorry for the way i am! there is nothing i can do?! i cant stop my thoughts i cant think straight...im not me anymore, and i dont know how to go back. I Love You....
jessie + Robbie
Forever and Always
i have been going to insane for myself to handle. i think back to certian times with robbie and its almost like i leave myself and im back in that place again, i hear convorsations that we had like they are right behind me, and that song....that song i hear every night before i go to bed...im forever tormented, im forever lost. i have no hope, im a lost cause, im a fuck up waiting to happen. i love my friends so much, SO much....and my family. i love you, im sorry for the way i am! there is nothing i can do?! i cant stop my thoughts i cant think straight...im not me anymore, and i dont know how to go back. I Love You....
jessie + Robbie
Forever and Always