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I just need you to be proud of me.
No matter what I do. no matter what I choose to do down the road.
I'm so sorry I haven't become anything near what you hoped I'd be.
But I'm just trying to be happy. I need to be real to be happy.
I can't be pushed into anything.
The only way I will succeed is with support and encouragement.
Not criticism and insults.
I love you so much but I hate you so much at the same time.
I can't be happy around you. Why do you think i kept away for so long?
I only came back because it was pretty much a life or death situation.
I am starting to regret my decision to come back.
maybe death would have been better than this.
I'm so unhappy right now
No matter what I do. no matter what I choose to do down the road.
I'm so sorry I haven't become anything near what you hoped I'd be.
But I'm just trying to be happy. I need to be real to be happy.
I can't be pushed into anything.
The only way I will succeed is with support and encouragement.
Not criticism and insults.
I love you so much but I hate you so much at the same time.
I can't be happy around you. Why do you think i kept away for so long?
I only came back because it was pretty much a life or death situation.
I am starting to regret my decision to come back.
maybe death would have been better than this.
I'm so unhappy right now