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K so i'll talk about it to jinx it like I always do....
New guy on the horizon... Nervous about this one well cause.... I just am... I hate to sound mean but it really scares me when I purposefully find things wrong with someone just to be like oh ok that's a reason not to talk to you, when in actuality i'm like setting myself up for failure...
I've been thinking about it and maybe I have been doing that on purpose.. Maybe I have been going for the guys who I know I won't get a relationship out of just so it will validate my feelings of actually trying to be in a relationship...
I dunno, i'm so confused, i've been asking friends but I don't wanna constantly be talking about my own downfalls, which seems to agrivate alot of people...
I miss my old life though sometimes, having someone, having good dependable friends who laugh and tell you you're a good person... I miss my friends... I'm sad sometimes.. Feel like I made wrong decisions... But there isn't any going back, and must keep on going forward... Always know that I love everyone from my past, present, and future..
ROCK OUT WITH YOUR COCK OUT, HANG OUT WITH YOUR WANG OUT & ROLL OUT WITH YOUR POLE OUT!
New guy on the horizon... Nervous about this one well cause.... I just am... I hate to sound mean but it really scares me when I purposefully find things wrong with someone just to be like oh ok that's a reason not to talk to you, when in actuality i'm like setting myself up for failure...
I've been thinking about it and maybe I have been doing that on purpose.. Maybe I have been going for the guys who I know I won't get a relationship out of just so it will validate my feelings of actually trying to be in a relationship...
I dunno, i'm so confused, i've been asking friends but I don't wanna constantly be talking about my own downfalls, which seems to agrivate alot of people...
I miss my old life though sometimes, having someone, having good dependable friends who laugh and tell you you're a good person... I miss my friends... I'm sad sometimes.. Feel like I made wrong decisions... But there isn't any going back, and must keep on going forward... Always know that I love everyone from my past, present, and future..
ROCK OUT WITH YOUR COCK OUT, HANG OUT WITH YOUR WANG OUT & ROLL OUT WITH YOUR POLE OUT!