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I guess i'll just write in here all of the time, seeing as I have nothing else better to do before I have to go to work...
Well my love life had took a turn for the o.k but now i'm getting blown off and I guess i'm just too nice, I know hearing those two words in the same sentence - Jenn, too nice? HAH! well it's happened and I don't like it. I used to be able to just be like yeah fuck you whatever i'm out, now I can't do that. For whatever reasons are unknown to me... I mean I guess I just do too much right now. Between working either afternoons or midnights I have no time throughout the week cause I have class from 6-9 on tuesdays and fridays and I usually have to work weekends and won't see a weekend off in a very long time cause I haven't had one since god knows when. I am just so frustrated that I can't find a job other than working in a group home as a staff being a peon and a piece of crap, it just pisses me off that i'm not respected at my job. I'm just so frustrated, i'm so freakin frustrated.. I don't know what to do anymore, why can't I just be like every other 20 something person out there in the world, work the minimum hours drink and not care about my career and where my life is going to be in the next ten to fifteen years??
Dear God,
Please find me someone career oriented, who's nice, respectful, willing to deal with my schedule and my weird quirks that I have. Please let them be compatible with my crazy ass family and friends.
Please just let him like me for me and fall had over heels for me.
Thankz
P.S. Do you ever listen to me?
Well my love life had took a turn for the o.k but now i'm getting blown off and I guess i'm just too nice, I know hearing those two words in the same sentence - Jenn, too nice? HAH! well it's happened and I don't like it. I used to be able to just be like yeah fuck you whatever i'm out, now I can't do that. For whatever reasons are unknown to me... I mean I guess I just do too much right now. Between working either afternoons or midnights I have no time throughout the week cause I have class from 6-9 on tuesdays and fridays and I usually have to work weekends and won't see a weekend off in a very long time cause I haven't had one since god knows when. I am just so frustrated that I can't find a job other than working in a group home as a staff being a peon and a piece of crap, it just pisses me off that i'm not respected at my job. I'm just so frustrated, i'm so freakin frustrated.. I don't know what to do anymore, why can't I just be like every other 20 something person out there in the world, work the minimum hours drink and not care about my career and where my life is going to be in the next ten to fifteen years??
Dear God,
Please find me someone career oriented, who's nice, respectful, willing to deal with my schedule and my weird quirks that I have. Please let them be compatible with my crazy ass family and friends.
Please just let him like me for me and fall had over heels for me.
Thankz
P.S. Do you ever listen to me?