Lonely.
Chris came down. We went and saw the proposal. Pretty good movie. We went to Bonita, but Grandma got sick, so we only spent 2 days there. Came home, mall and then dinner at Japan Inn, then went to plaster castle with Christy. Spent the last two days at the Hard Rock, we went swimming & his flight was this morning at 7AM.
I'm feeling, lonely.
Idk, I'm keeping it together, but maybe its abandonment I'm feeling?
Either way, it hurts to watch your soulmate walk away from you, and knowing that you wont be able to see them for months at a time.
I figure I'll see him in December. But, it still hurts.
I just wanna live with him. He makes me so happy that I wanna make the relationship stronger, but I know it will be atleast another year before that happens.
Oh well.
Lets drag through another bout of loneliness and depression.
I'm strong.
I can do it.
I'm feeling, lonely.
Idk, I'm keeping it together, but maybe its abandonment I'm feeling?
Either way, it hurts to watch your soulmate walk away from you, and knowing that you wont be able to see them for months at a time.
I figure I'll see him in December. But, it still hurts.
I just wanna live with him. He makes me so happy that I wanna make the relationship stronger, but I know it will be atleast another year before that happens.
Oh well.
Lets drag through another bout of loneliness and depression.
I'm strong.
I can do it.