Dead End
Just a little rant of mine, because of some recent drama.
I've got a friend who I've known since I was like 9, who I eventually found out was also my cousin (go figure, I'm related to half my town) and we stayed friends pretty much until the end of high school.
She was always a little strange but lots of fun to hang out with - that is, til I started making other friends. She was always crazy jealous of me wanting to be friends with other people, even just talking to other people. If we did group/partner work in class, she called dibs on me first before anyone else could. Now, it's fine. I don't mind holding onto old friends, but I was ready to make new friends. And evidently that wasn't going to happen.
So post high-school, I moved away. I did miss her, and she was the first person I told when I started dating my boyfriend at the time. And then drama. She sends him an e-mail telling him that my whole family and all my friends hate him and don't think he's good enough for me - which in the end, he wasn't really, but that's besides the point. It's hardly her place to say this shit when none of my family or friends even knew him.
Home again, she hardly talked to me because I was still mad over this ex-boyfriend drama. She even got jealous when we'd go to concerts. Let's use Warped Tour for example. The only reason I even went was to see Paramore, and we just took one car because it's ridiculous enough to park one car. So, the band starts and I'm having a great time, and she gets all pissy because she wanted to spend the day with me, and oh selfish me, I'm enjoying the show instead of focusing all my attention on her. So she tells me she's leaving and if I want a ride home, I better leave too.
Then we don't talk for a while. She texted me a few weeks ago to ask if I'd go to a dance with her and I had to work that night so I said I'd have to pass. And she tells me, "it's okay, I didn't really want to go with you. I just had no one else to go with."
Ouch?
We made plans to meet up at an engagement party this weekend, and my best friend and another girl are going so we were planning to pre-drink at my place. She gets mad because apparently she is always asking me to do things with her but I give her the shaft for other people in my life. Maybe 'coz you're crazy bitch! And because the only reason you ask me is because no one else is free.
Anyway, all this aside, I'm taking a day or two off from writing (I know! Sorry!!!) to sleep perhaps and deal with some personal stuff. I've updated twice a day for awhile so I hope I've earned a little break. I promise I will be back and better than ever by Sunday!
I've got a friend who I've known since I was like 9, who I eventually found out was also my cousin (go figure, I'm related to half my town) and we stayed friends pretty much until the end of high school.
She was always a little strange but lots of fun to hang out with - that is, til I started making other friends. She was always crazy jealous of me wanting to be friends with other people, even just talking to other people. If we did group/partner work in class, she called dibs on me first before anyone else could. Now, it's fine. I don't mind holding onto old friends, but I was ready to make new friends. And evidently that wasn't going to happen.
So post high-school, I moved away. I did miss her, and she was the first person I told when I started dating my boyfriend at the time. And then drama. She sends him an e-mail telling him that my whole family and all my friends hate him and don't think he's good enough for me - which in the end, he wasn't really, but that's besides the point. It's hardly her place to say this shit when none of my family or friends even knew him.
Home again, she hardly talked to me because I was still mad over this ex-boyfriend drama. She even got jealous when we'd go to concerts. Let's use Warped Tour for example. The only reason I even went was to see Paramore, and we just took one car because it's ridiculous enough to park one car. So, the band starts and I'm having a great time, and she gets all pissy because she wanted to spend the day with me, and oh selfish me, I'm enjoying the show instead of focusing all my attention on her. So she tells me she's leaving and if I want a ride home, I better leave too.
Then we don't talk for a while. She texted me a few weeks ago to ask if I'd go to a dance with her and I had to work that night so I said I'd have to pass. And she tells me, "it's okay, I didn't really want to go with you. I just had no one else to go with."
Ouch?
We made plans to meet up at an engagement party this weekend, and my best friend and another girl are going so we were planning to pre-drink at my place. She gets mad because apparently she is always asking me to do things with her but I give her the shaft for other people in my life. Maybe 'coz you're crazy bitch! And because the only reason you ask me is because no one else is free.
Anyway, all this aside, I'm taking a day or two off from writing (I know! Sorry!!!) to sleep perhaps and deal with some personal stuff. I've updated twice a day for awhile so I hope I've earned a little break. I promise I will be back and better than ever by Sunday!