An old poem...

[xjekkix]

"Inexplicable Desire"

I want to be infinite
limitless
unbounded
absolute.

I want to sit here and not have to wonder if these happy days will end,
because they won't.
I want to look at the people around me and know that in some way they will always be with me,
because they will.
I want to look at myself and know that my ability to feel won't just fade away,
because it won't.
I want to hold your hand and know that you won't ever leave my hand empty,
because you won't.
I want my heart to be broken and feel like it can't be broken again,
because it can't.
I want to know that I can be who I want in life, and succeed,
because I can.

I want to be incomparable
matchless
unequalled
unique
but not alone.
I want to feel like every moment of my life is truly spent,
with no regrets

because it is.

February 27 2006