SO TELL ME ALL THOSE SWEET LiES, THAT MADE LiFE SO WONDERFUL... x3

[xjbsw33tn3ssx]

Yesterday was registration... Hmm i wonder how my pictures turned out..but heres my classes..might get switched out of spanish but umm..let me know if you gots any with me. =]

*first semester* Jeszke, Milaho, pollock, vancoillie, cuncich, Boehmer

*second semester* Lewis, Spear, kasle, bartlett, rutter, milaho

So yesterday was pretty much awesome

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[xosimplexplanxo]

Thats oh so very interesting Jackie! hmmmm lol

I think that guys w/ crooked teeth are hott! Just not as crooked as that 'deer dude' from Sugar we're going down lol, like this . . .
Now his teeth are hott! =P lol

*We don't have any classes together!!! =( WAAAAAAAAAH!!! sniffle sniffle, but we shall hang out! =) lol *

Mwuahz

[xjbsw33tn3ssx]

no no no i was talking about this.

ok this is why im mad.
1. I expected my best friend to be there for me when thens went bad for me even with my parents and when shit just started tumbling down. but you weren't there, Cheryl was.
2. Its been oh about.. 3 fuckin weeks... yes 3 weeks and you couldn't find one second of your time to call me and ask me how things were going?!? wtf is that.
3. Its pointless to even call you anymore.. WANT TO KNOW WHY? Because when i call you its not like you call me back or anything.. so fuck.. why fucking bother?!? Yea i guess you've been gone camping and everything but im sure there was a point in that three weeks that you were home. And you only find times to call me when its Convenient for you.. like at 12 in the morning. You decide you had something to tell me and you just needed to talk to me so bad about what was happening in your life that was going so good/bad.

But im tired of making excuses for why a friend of 9 almost 10 years is never there for me. I guess i just don't get it anymore.

and another thing.. I'M aloud to be pissed off. So don't bring up that 7th grade shit that happened what like 3 years ago. Even though you've forgiven me for that doesn't mean everytime we get in a fucking fight you can bring it up saying how you forgave me and i shouldn't be mad anymore. Because fuck thats just bullshit.

[xosimplexplanxo]

Okay there... wow... I talked to my mom last niight && I asked her y she never fucking told me that u've called. She said that she fucking forgot... so it's not like I meant to NOT call u back! && Last week on Thursday I DID call u riight before I went camping so that I could say goog-bye to you. But Jessica picked up and said that you weren't home. and WTF is w/ me NEVER being there for you! I've fucking been there for you for pretty much every fucking thing that you've been through, just this ONE time that i'm not there, u're fucking MAD at me?! Where were you when I was going through shit as well?! HANGING OUT W/ CHERYL VINCE && CHRIS. But not even caring about me either. I know that you're parent's have been fighting. They've been fighting for a long time now. && I've been there for you. I already told u that if u ever needed to go anywhere to get away from their yelling that you could come over here and stay w/ us for as long as u needed to. My parents even told u that before! So don't make it seem like I'm the BAD friend who's never there. I went through fucking Depression for about 4-5 months. Not even caring about living anymore... yes trying to fucking end my fucking life again and again. But where u there calling me?! NO u weren't! And I never even brought up that fucking 7th grade incident. I told u last time that we got into an argument that I wouldn't bring it up because I forgave u again and again. So I don't want this stupid argument to ruin 9 almost 10 years of friendship. Of course we'll argue and yell and swear at eachother but that's what sisters do. Just DON'T fucking yell at me for not calling u when you went/or are still going through something, when u never called me when I was going through something as well. Y do u think that I wanted u to baby-sit w/ me and not anyone else.... So that we could hang out and talk and shyt like that..... So just next time try to remember that just because you're going through something hard, doesn't mean that NOONE else is going through something just as hard, or even harder . . . So yeah... bye

[xosimplexplanxo]

Plus, the one time that I called u at 12 midnight, was ONCE I got offline w/ u and u told me that u had to tell me something. So i called your house and your parents said that u couldn't talk. So I told them that it was VERY important so that u could tell me what u wanted. I've lied over and over again for YOU Jackie. I wanted to talk to you and see what was going on w/ u 'cuz u said that it was important. So don't make it seem like I only care about my self alright! I called for YOU. and Y THE FUCKING WOULD U EVEN FUCKING BRING THAT UP ANYWAY JACKIE?! I already FUCKING told u y i really fucking called the last fucking time we fucking hung out. Gosh Damn Jackie! Seriously!

[xjbsw33tn3ssx]

DUDE i ALWAYS FUCKiNG CALL YOU AND iM SiCK OF iT. SERiOUSLY i DO THOUGH. iTS BULL CRAP HOW i CALL YOU ALL THE TiME AND YOU MAYBE CALLED ME LiKE 5 TiMES THiS WHOLE ENTiRE SUMMER. AND YOU COULD HAVE CALLED ME WHEN YOU WERE GOiNG THROUGH ALL THAT CRAP iTS NOT LiKE i DiDN'T TRY AND GET A HOLD OF YOU EVERY CHANCE i GOT. AND iF YOU DiD CALL ME i WOULD HAVE ATLEAST CALLED YOU BACK OR SOMETHiNG. WE'VE BEEN BEST FRiENDS FOR HOW LONG NOW? AND WE'VE ONLY HUNG 2 MAYBE 3 TiMES THiS WHOLE ENTiRE SUMMER AND i HAVE CONSTANLY BEEN CALLiNG YOU TO HANG OUT. AND THAT JUST GETS ME NO WHERE. i FEEL LiKE WE ONLY TALK WHEN YOU WANT TO OR WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE ANY PLANS AT ALL. AND THAT MAKES ME HONESTLY REALLY UPSET. BUT REALLY YOU WOULD HAVE NO iDEA THE SHiT i HAVE BEEN THROUGH MY WHOLE ENTiRE SUMMER, i BET YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE. iTS NOT JUST ONE TiME iTS BEEN THE WHOLE SUMMER.AND DON'T TELL ME i DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU. iF i DiDN'T DO YOU THiNK i WOULD HAVE CALLED YOU ALL THE TiMES i DiD? ALRiGHT YEA YOU DiD TELL ME THAT i COULD COME OVER WHENEVER MY PARENTS WERE FiGHTiNG AND EVERYTHiNG OR WHEN i WAS UPSET. SO i CAME OVER TO YOUR HOUSE.... TEARS AND ALL BECAUSE OF THE SHiT THAT WENT DOWN.. BUT YOU WEREN'T HOME. AND i DON'T EXPECT YOU TO BE HOME WHENEVER i JUST POP OUT OF THE BLUE BUT iM JUST SAYiNG i CAME OVER BECAUSE i WAS UPSET. BUT THE WHOLE THiNG iS iT WASN'T JUST ONE LiTTLE PROBLEM i WAS HAViNG iT WAS THE WHOLE SUMMER.

[xjbsw33tn3ssx]

BUT LETS NOT TALK ABOUT THiS ON LiVEJOURNAL.. JUST CALL ME

[dumbassnumber4]

god you to are loser :op

[xjbsw33tn3ssx]

whateva. lol

[dumbassnumber4]

i didnt even read what you to said lol :op

[xjbsw33tn3ssx]

haha nice