Hi to everybody!
This is the first entry in my LJ, so it gotta be good, lol. This layout is only temporary (it's not even a layout, just a template, lol).
I won't introduce myself because I'm writing to the ones that already know me, and if you do not, you'll get to know me better trough my future posts.
Anyway, yesterday was a hard day for me. First I went to school and it was really stressing because all of the teachers are interrogating and everybody's just wondering who's gonna be the next victim of the teachers, lol. Then, in the afternoon, I had a piano lesson. I almost couldn't breath all day because of it - I had to tell my piano teacher that I'm not going to the piano competition.
You see, the piano competition is in February. And so are the math/Slovene exams. And so are all of the school competitions. And so is the end of the semester.
I wasn't afraid of hard work and stress, I'm already used to that. My biggest fear was that I'd work really hard, wouldn't see my friends for weeks, not have any free time left... and then the results wouldn't look like I'd want. Grr.
I was really afraid to tell this to my piano teacher because we always get into a fight when I tell her this sort of things. But this time it was different. She said all the crap like 'that's fine for me' and 'you have to make the decisions for yourself' that made me feel even worse. Right now I'm feeling a bit low, but that won't last long :)
It's hard for me to write the posts in English since English isn't my first language, but I started webdesigning because of that, too so I better stop ranting.
I won't introduce myself because I'm writing to the ones that already know me, and if you do not, you'll get to know me better trough my future posts.
Anyway, yesterday was a hard day for me. First I went to school and it was really stressing because all of the teachers are interrogating and everybody's just wondering who's gonna be the next victim of the teachers, lol. Then, in the afternoon, I had a piano lesson. I almost couldn't breath all day because of it - I had to tell my piano teacher that I'm not going to the piano competition.
You see, the piano competition is in February. And so are the math/Slovene exams. And so are all of the school competitions. And so is the end of the semester.
I wasn't afraid of hard work and stress, I'm already used to that. My biggest fear was that I'd work really hard, wouldn't see my friends for weeks, not have any free time left... and then the results wouldn't look like I'd want. Grr.
I was really afraid to tell this to my piano teacher because we always get into a fight when I tell her this sort of things. But this time it was different. She said all the crap like 'that's fine for me' and 'you have to make the decisions for yourself' that made me feel even worse. Right now I'm feeling a bit low, but that won't last long :)
It's hard for me to write the posts in English since English isn't my first language, but I started webdesigning because of that, too so I better stop ranting.