Oct 20, 2005 03:11
lately i been having bad feelings. sometimes i feel like i should have just joined the air force and get away from everything here. would that make things better??? i dont really know. most likely night. theres reasons now though why i know i didnt and why i dont join. its the friends i have who help me through everything. the friends who will always be there for me through great times and bad times. each and every day i can wake up knowing somebody is always there for me no matter what. and thats a good feeling.
today made me realize that. i really thought i was going to lose somebody so important in my life its ridiculous. people want things in their life (cars, money) people need things to live every day (air, water) and i need her in my life. i know she needs me. im not saying ill die without her, but i woulndt be the same without her. after tonight of getting to see her, hold her, hold her hand, kiss her cheek, and all of that in which we do makes getting up so much more worth it every single morning.
thank you all my friends. people that have been there for me and will always be there for me. i love yous.