Oct 12, 2004 22:47
i got my day off of school. it was the best thing since double noodle soup
anyways.. woke up at 9, watched season 6 of sex and the city
tara and kelly picked me up and we went halloweeny shopping. it was fun.
i hung out with ashlee, smoked, saw sarah, and went to her house.
im home now and just fucking.. aggrivated.. with everything.. esp you.
shit i just cant take nemore.. its killing me
im always telling my self.. not worth it, and be strong.. but each and every day i try to be stronger, i break down even more
oh well
its life
all the girls decided that spring break is going to be in LA.. which should be a fucking blast.. i hope it all goes thru and everythings good .. what what. i love it!
off to bed bc i am .. literally dying
paul i miss u, and love u, and call me when u read this.. or when u get a chance.. mooches!!
xoxoxo<33jay
PS-hey jen.. missing a nail, i think mrs ball has it SINCE SHE ALMOST CHOKED ON IT.. mad funny im dying