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i cant write about this on myspace. and i kno no one ever fucking reads this anymore. but it feels good just to say it. so. ill say it.
i love you so much. <3 you light up my day. your so beautiful and perfect in my eyes. i kno in ur heart that you know that you and i belong together. theres no one else for you. theres no one else for me. please stop denying it. i cant take it anymore. i hope that some how youll read this. iv told you before, and i cant tell you enuff. im afraid of not being with you. im afraid of your rejection. and it sucks. iv never felt this way before about anyone. your the only one. you can trust me. it hurts to kno that u dont trust me. but you can. you kno you can. i proved it to you. think about yesterday. think about it all you can, because itll get to you. itll hit you. i wont be like her, or HER. i appriciate you more then they ever did. your smile is worth the world to me. i cant believe you cant see it. open your eyes. If I don’t make your heart skip a beat, then hate me. If I don’t make you feel anything, then it’s me. I just want you to feel beautiful. For once in your life...please make me not so crazy.
make me think beautiful unexpected thoughts. i kno you can.
i should mean more to you.
im sorry.
jenyfer