wow. um, ok, where to start. im sorry if you felt left in the dust.....i do see how i did that to you and it was way fucked......but the thing was, you kept wanting to go to school, and me and andrew NEVER went to school. so we were kinda on our own while you were in school. and wed have to leave my house because my mom couldnt know i wasnt in class. so wed start thinkin of shit to do. and wed end up spending money. but dude, as soon as you were out, we were there. do you not remember all the times i tried talking you out of class? i wasnt just doin that so youd fail. i wanted you to chill with us. you were my homie man, it just ended up that me and andrew hung out all kinds. he had no where to go so he basically fuckin lived with me. where i was, he was. i honestly never meant to ditch you. we had some deep conversations. i still think about you when i look at the moon. or our plans to blow up mr. barons office. what wed do if we got 11 million bucks. i understand why your pissed. but try and think from my shoes too. you were in ( ... )

sorry, i couldnt fit my whole response on one reply. heres the rest of it.

but man, i can honestly you were one of my best fuckin friends ive ever had. thank you for everything youve done for me. i guess i can be really self centered at times. but i promise ill try and keep it in check. fuck man, when i get down there, im gonna be loaded. fuck, just stay with me. dude, ill smoke you out, ive got shrooms, weed, hash. thats what i was plannin on doin. stoner crew reunited. although im a little sketch about it now but. i dunno, i really wanna hang out with you.

p.s. my email is ezekiel_Red@hotmail.com
((this way everyone cant read about our personal shiznit))

p.s.s i tried callin your cell, and it says its out of service.....am i retarded? 805 area code right? ill try again........