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She can't just leave me alone? And at least respect the fact that I don't want to talk, I don't want to go see her, and I don't want a relationship with her? I hardly know her. She can't even speak to me or acknowledge that I exist when she's around me.
I really just don't like her that way. There is no way of being friends with her, without her always pretending like she's so nervous that she hyperventilates around me. She says it takes a lot of courage to talk to me. It took "all of her strength" to say "Hello" to me. ON MYSPACE.
I don't want to be mean to her. I don't want to hurt her feelings. But she's got so many of them, that no matter what I do, other than say yes to dating her, she will get hurt somehow. Imagine like, a huge tentacled thing with all of it's arms surrounding me. There's no opening to escape except for being swallowed into a huge black hole that resembles a vagina. I need to get a gun, shoot a tentacle, and get the hell out of there.
Gargh. This is so frustrating.
I've got choir rehearsal in two hours. Afterwards, someone should just come over or take me from my fathers to do something interesting.
And trust me, anything is more interesting than hanging around a baby, getting mauled by the Chihuahua Gang, or watching geyers explode in HD.
I really just don't like her that way. There is no way of being friends with her, without her always pretending like she's so nervous that she hyperventilates around me. She says it takes a lot of courage to talk to me. It took "all of her strength" to say "Hello" to me. ON MYSPACE.
I don't want to be mean to her. I don't want to hurt her feelings. But she's got so many of them, that no matter what I do, other than say yes to dating her, she will get hurt somehow. Imagine like, a huge tentacled thing with all of it's arms surrounding me. There's no opening to escape except for being swallowed into a huge black hole that resembles a vagina. I need to get a gun, shoot a tentacle, and get the hell out of there.
Gargh. This is so frustrating.
I've got choir rehearsal in two hours. Afterwards, someone should just come over or take me from my fathers to do something interesting.
And trust me, anything is more interesting than hanging around a baby, getting mauled by the Chihuahua Gang, or watching geyers explode in HD.