Jan 27, 2005 17:00
All I wanted to do today was have a hug and a shoulder to cry on.
Did I get it?
No.
Did my friends stick up for me whenever I was being called?
No.
I feel so lonely in that School. I told my mates how I feel and I told them how I felt about my Dad and I've never done that before. They said 'oh no' and changed the subject.
My Dad might have fucking Cancer. He could have a heart attack at anytime. There they are with their perfect lives.
I'm 16 on Wednesday and do you know what they want to do? Go to the Cinema.
I dont mean to sound selfish but I haven't had fun in a long time and we always go to the Cinema.
I feel so lost.