Sep 18, 2006 19:15
At the moment I'm feeling:
- scared
- excited
- anxious
- awed
- happy
- loved by some, unloved by others
- scared again
I'm ready to quit my job. I'm still looking for a gym-type environment, but have also re-considered the idea of something to do with childcare or early learning type work. It's a struggle to find anything really, being unqualified. (Not that it's hard to get qualified, but I really want out of hospitality asap).
Didn't mail application off in time for the gym job I was looking at. I don't think I was ready for change. But the last few days have just made me want to quit so bad.
I wish there were someone I could talk to about so many things right now, but it's just not an option. There are so many big, private things going on that I want to burst it all out, although I'm not in a position to at this point.
A very big, long sigh explains exactly how I'm feeling.
Yet I couldn't be happier, at the same time. Thanks