It's been a while
I don't know what made me come back to this site. It's been forever and a half. Read over some old entries. Haha, I'm a real whiney bitch sometimes! Still am for the most part, I think.
I'm at a weird place in my life though. A lot of shit has happened, and continues to happen. I used to have so much strength and could take anything head on. Now, I'm just too tired, and I don't want to fight anymore.
I really feel like I've given up, on just about everything.
And in a way, it feels pretty damn good.