Surviving

[xjabooo]

Whenever I stumble on to something good in my life, somehow it turns to shit. Not necessarily blows-up-in-my-face shit but like not-going-anywhere shit. Like yoga, which I have not done for like two weeks. And writing, which I am getting back to but... ugh. And I also want to fucking get rid of this shitty lj name because I cannot take it anymore.

Whatever.

I really need to work on this life thing, because being unemployed and sucking at a lot of things is not helping my self-esteem.