Leavin' for the UK...
Well, where to begin. My first concert is May 7th Sheffield, UK @ Hallam FM Arena. So I'm leavin for the UK tomorrow. My flight leaves at 10am. Y'all...*sighs* I'm not gonna lie. I'm nervous as fuck. I'm just thinking of all the possible things that could go wrong, you know? I mean, I'm well prepared and I know my routines and everything like that...its just pre concert distress. But once I get out there and do that first show...everything will fall into play. I know it will. The show is awesome. *nodding* It really is. If any of y'all are plannin' on comin'...you'll have a good time. Christina's show is amazing as well. It's really hot. This is the only thing I can think of right now. This is everything I've ever wanted...I never actually thought I'd take this whole project this far, and so far...I haven't regretted any of it. About an hour ago I was actually sittin here re-readin over the schedule and the song order b/c my mind went blank and as I was readin it I ran to the bathroom and threw up everything. It's intense. *nodding* I know y'all are thinkin 'Man, you've been on tour for 7 years straight' It's just like 'Man..you don't know how different it's gonna be without 4 other guys standin by you.' But, I know they're there in spirit. I know each and every one of them is behind me 100% just like I'd be behind each and everyone of them in their solo project. There's been some animosity between me and some of them..but, that's not gonna get in the way of our 5th album we're planning on working on. Everyone has little fights and everyone gets over them.
There's other things to talk about but...my mind really isn't focusing on any of that. And that's the one thing I wanted. That's part of the reason why I'm leavin for the UK one day before my tour starts. I just want to get into my hotel room and just clear my mind. Not think about anything, or anyone, besides my concert. It's gonna be weird goin' on stage without playin hacky sack w/ y'all. *smiles* But, that's it. I'm goin out for icecream w/ Britney. Give me a call in the UK. It gets lonely sometimes. :)
There's other things to talk about but...my mind really isn't focusing on any of that. And that's the one thing I wanted. That's part of the reason why I'm leavin for the UK one day before my tour starts. I just want to get into my hotel room and just clear my mind. Not think about anything, or anyone, besides my concert. It's gonna be weird goin' on stage without playin hacky sack w/ y'all. *smiles* But, that's it. I'm goin out for icecream w/ Britney. Give me a call in the UK. It gets lonely sometimes. :)