this entry brought to you by blake...

Jul 31, 2005 20:29

if i had a duck's head would you call me?

just scoped some pictures of an ugly biotch... what's her name? i don't know... missy? i think so... i don't think you get any more southern than that.

"yo! i gots an idear. let's pump some crossfade and hang a huge flag up and have a B-B-Q."

other than that, i really don't want to type what blake just told me to. i don't think dirty thoughts of him in a speedo and a bandana. i don't like guns, and i'd like to avoid being shot. wow... ::sigh::

blake and me had a talk about things... or blake and i - proper english, but blake's black so he doesn't know any better. no no no put it... it's how you feel.

blake: i want to suck jeff's cock. no i don't really. it would taste too bland... i don't like bland. i think jeff is trying to avoid us, he was supposed to come by today but he didn't. he didn't even have the dignity to call.

me: i wouldn't read too much in to it. he doesn't call anyone, and you're going to see him soon anyway.

blake: i'm just confused, right now. i don't know what i want out of life. but right now i want some popcorn...

me: ...

blake:this is a random memoir of things i've written:

" and its just one of those days. when the moon is dressed in silver twirls and little raindrops shine like pearls"

i wrote these lines in bloodshot letters so you all could understand my existence.

IM NOT DEAD so talk to me and will have some tea.

IM NOT DISTANT im actually looking for a place to call home.

IM STILL STRONG crying occasionally is good you know.

I LOVE PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW ME or at least they think they do.

I LONG FOR UNION i guess talks in math class and the occasions i see people aren't enough

I KNOW IM SELFISH but if people could survive a life without knowing a blake, then were would yah be?

I WANT TO BELONG well not really, i just want some more of that goodstuff lovin.

I LOVE YOU ALL well no, not really, i really only love the brigade of moments i share with you all

SO TALK TO ME DAMNIT like i said, you only get one awesome kid named blake in this era.

IM WRITING IN GREEN cause green is a pimp color and i don't see black and white skin colors, i see green. ♥

mom: are you on a porn site?

me: don't talk...

blake: ha. we could go harass him at his house.

me: ...

i don't think i should have gotten out of my pajama's at all today...
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