hmmm...
Well for all of you who care I haven't been up to much lately. I've been going into my dad's office to work for him. YES I get paid! =D I'm trying to start typing properly cause I've realized next year when I have typing I'm gonna be typing like I do online which is not capitalizing anything and not putting in the ' things. Anyways! Today was Lisa's suprise party!! Yay! So yeah we drove up to Palm Coast and it was oodles of fun! =) I almost didn't go cause I wasn't feeling up to it but I'm glad I did. Oshea was there! I haven't seen her in it seems like forever. lol. So yea we went swimming and ate...a lot. lol. But I <3 those girls. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!! YOU'LL HAVE TO START DRIVING ME PLACES! (Once you get your license that is hehe)
Yeah so I've been thinking a lot lately...I duno it just feels like there are few people I can trust...and I'm not writing this so people will be like "oh look she's overreacting and just looking for attention" and I prolly am overreacting but I just have to get this out. I <3 my friends and you know who you are but I just hear some things that really make me think of who is really my friend and who is just twofaced. It really upsets me. I guess I'm just so used to how it was last year. Once you got past the small issues, everything seemed so perfect. I wish things were like they were in 8th grade. Even last summer was just so perfect it seems now. I think I just have to get out more. For the past two weeks I've really just sat around doing a lot of thinking. It should really stop (the thinking I mean lol). But yeah the only place I feel completly comfortable is home, which it doesn't matter how I act here anyways because I know my family is always there for me no matter what I say or feel, and I know my friends are like that too, I just think that they're getting annoyed with me, I duno. I feel like there are small things that I have blown out of proportion. I duno...well I guess thats it...don't have anything planned for anytime soon so if you wanna hang out call me
<33
dancing in my underwear.. 20 $
dancing in the rain.. 10$
dancing with kristina.. 5 $
dancing in my underwear in the rain with kristina .. PRiCELESS!
hahaha! I <3 you Jess! We need to do that!
Yeah so I've been thinking a lot lately...I duno it just feels like there are few people I can trust...and I'm not writing this so people will be like "oh look she's overreacting and just looking for attention" and I prolly am overreacting but I just have to get this out. I <3 my friends and you know who you are but I just hear some things that really make me think of who is really my friend and who is just twofaced. It really upsets me. I guess I'm just so used to how it was last year. Once you got past the small issues, everything seemed so perfect. I wish things were like they were in 8th grade. Even last summer was just so perfect it seems now. I think I just have to get out more. For the past two weeks I've really just sat around doing a lot of thinking. It should really stop (the thinking I mean lol). But yeah the only place I feel completly comfortable is home, which it doesn't matter how I act here anyways because I know my family is always there for me no matter what I say or feel, and I know my friends are like that too, I just think that they're getting annoyed with me, I duno. I feel like there are small things that I have blown out of proportion. I duno...well I guess thats it...don't have anything planned for anytime soon so if you wanna hang out call me
<33
dancing in my underwear.. 20 $
dancing in the rain.. 10$
dancing with kristina.. 5 $
dancing in my underwear in the rain with kristina .. PRiCELESS!
hahaha! I <3 you Jess! We need to do that!