Happy Birthday Cara!!!

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woop woop! today was fun! well i woke up and sarah called and told me to go to daytona lagoon with everyone. i didnt think i had a ride but it didnt matter cause it was closed anyway. so around 12:30 i went and picked shven up from brendans then my mom dropped me off at larrys and i met up with cara, tara, ktp, chelsea, chrissy and sarah! <3 them! walked over to the beach and it was sooo pretty! so we went in the water for a while then we walked over to screwy scoops!! cara was halarious! "HEY i got an idea! buy me a cake for my birthday and dont tell me!" hahaha or she said something like that! "hey can you write my name on it too?" lol so they put happy birthday cara on it and candles and everything! and we took crazy pictures and sang! =) and they gave her a free screwy scoops t-shirt...NO FAIR! lol. we had a whip cream fight too...sorta. lol. then we walked over to the club and went in the pool and tried to play colors with cara being "it" and my color was "macaroni and cheese orange" lol. so that didnt work out too well. then we laid out for a bit and everyone left with chelsea's mom and i waited aroudn another hour to tan my back and my dad picked me up and we went surfing with my bro. it was alright a good day to warm up...so now im here and i talked to marshall today! aww i miss that kid! =( well i dont have any plans for tomorrow so call me!

ahh...i duno what to do. like i feel like i'm becoming better friends with a whole bunch of people...but i feel like my friendships with others is like...fading and it makes me feel really sad. i liked what i had before...i duno. i love my new group of people and all but i jsut miss how things use to be...i duno well whatever...i dont think that the people who i'm loosing friendships with really cares anyway..it almost doesnt seem like they even notice, let alone care

<3