To someone who cares

[xixlovexyou]

For the first time I realized I missed having someone to cuddle with or to kiss. I miss having a guy call, and not just to annoy me. I miss having a guy hold my hand or kiss me. I miss making love, instead of fucking. I miss all those fairytale moments, and the little fights. I miss having someone to actually call my own and not wish. I miss having someone to care for, and someone to care for me. I miss staying up till four in the morning talking to someone about the stupidest things. I thought I wouldn't feel this way because I have so many close guyfriends, but it doesn't work anymore. I hate relationships but I'm willing to try again. Its been almost a year since I've been in one, and I don't want to keep loving the same guy. I deserve to have this, especially with someone new. I need a guy that will bury me in the sand, and chase me at the zoo. I need a new guy to sing to me story of the year, or eighteen visions. I need a new guy that will hold my hand and do sweet things. I need a new guy that will treat me like he did and even better.I need a guy that kisses me, and makes me tingle. I need a guy that says sweet things, and means them.

I don't know. but I guess the most perfect relationship doesn't always last.

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