Feb 26, 2006 00:55
Why am I a total jerk? Why am I a total bitch?
I'm not what I used to be. I'm not what I think I am.
Yet, I've never loved myself more.
What's wrong with me?
And so what if I think that he's hott and I'm all over him. He isn't stopping me now is he?
Let me make one mistake on my own. Because I always end up regreting listening you everyone else. I'm a pushover.
Letme make a mistake that I can fix myself. Please.
Let me go to the party for an hour or two longer. Let me live my fucking life without worrying, "what's mom/dad going to think?" FUCK.
I want my life back. I want it now.
EDIT
Sam Rice, Dan Turcotte, and Amy Pipher. I love you guys. Thank you so much for the support. I love you all. I'm so glad you enjoy watching what I love doing. I may not be great, but I'm pretty sure you enjoyed it. <3