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Update.
Finally got my nipples peirced. The look perfect. vertical barbells. beautiful. that was a fun day. i got paid last thursday and Denika, Mike and I all went to Dartmouth and Went to Dragon Butterfly and Denika went first and then i went. Our peircer Ashley was gorgous which made me nervous. Anyways it was extreamly painful! for the first 18 hours I was considering takeing them out but I'm fine now.
The Dating Scene.
With The Boy. He has said it is ok for me to date other people. I'm not but, I'm also keeping my options open because as you can tell our "relationship" isn't one at all. yeah It's confusing but, whatever. I am SINGLE. as complaiced as that sounds. It's not Its simple complicated. I think the term for it is "open relationship" but, thats not REALLY what it is. I care about him this is true but, some things are better left the way they are without and strings.
The Boy.
is wonderful, vegan straightedge, full of new experiances, beautiful in the simplist ways. This is my favorite part. We're not spending everyday together which gives me time to do what i want with who I want. Don't get me wrong i adore this boy but, theres unspoken guidlines but no pressure. God its wonderful. I would like more but too much of anything is a terrible thing. I'm free to flirt with who I please when I please and as we know that is important. It's NOT a relationship it's just there and right now thats what i need. No rules. No one telling me who I can and cannot see. It has its downsides but I'm happy most of the time.
The Job.
Is whatever it pays and thats all I care about. The people i work with are nice I like working. I like not having to ask my parents for money.
The Friends.
I've had so much fun this summer! Thanks to new and old friends. Very old. Summer would not have been the same without them. I finally met Tyler, well worth the wait. I would List all of the other people who have had an impact on my summer but I dont have to you know who you are.
The Shows.
I've stopped going to shows for the most part unless they're imporant... I saw Misery Signals and Darkest Hour. Sweet Jesus it was perfect. Well Misery Signals was! I got some sweet pics i'll post shortly I'm just Lazy! I went to see Risky Biz and Buss Pass Sunday. Was Perfect But I know I wasn't The only one who saw the hate on the girls in the hardcore scene. Sup with that? I met Phil At that show. What a guy! Word on the street is he's moving into Hali. We'll see. Buss pass' set was shorter than i expected but Oke OWNED as usual. Sorta bummed I didn't pick up a T-shirt but I'm Broke. Metric and COMEBACK KID! COMEBACK KID! HOLY YES!
The Music.
I think you should give a chance.
Good Clean Fun.
Morris Brown - Outkast.
B44- Get Down - it's retarded sexual I just relistened to it
Sia - Breathe Me.
Ben Harper- Drugs Dont Work.
Classified - No Mistakes.
Kelis- bossy.
Venga boys - We Like To party.
The School Year.
Something I'm not looking forward to, I need to bring my math mark up which means doing it over agian, that sucks but, if i want to do what I think I want to do after high school i really have no choice. I'm more worried about people thinking i failed thats life we stay positive!
The Goals.
In the next few months I will be starting to get my shit together to start a dream of mine that I have been waiting for since I was like 14 maybe 15. I already took one step and got peirced. Many people have told me I should try and im going to! Finishing high school duh. I've said it a million times. I will not be going back to school next year. I will be taking an entire year off to figure out what I want to do and i know you'll tell em i wont go back. I'll get caught up in life. Fuck off. I know all of this. I want to be a more positive person.. it's not easy.
The Edge.
Ok This we need to clear up since I'm well awear of the talks that have been had about me and if I'm edge or not in YOUR eyes. I do not drink, I do not smoke, I do not do drugs. I do not FUCK, I have never had sex with someone that i didnt care for, and i have dated everyone i have slept with. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP ASSHOLES. It's my life my choice.
The DRAMA.
Is over. Fuck off. I know all the shit you've said. I don't want to be your friend but, we're have friends in common, so grow up and stop running your mouth. I'm done with it.
The Outlook.
Positive.