Apr 27, 2005 13:48
so today...was just...another day
found out when teng and david's showing and everything is...its on the same day as the funeral ( this satuerday) ... but hey, tina is finally coming home from france...to see half of her family dead, but i miss the girl terribly.... talking to her every once in a while on the PC doesnt always cut it, ya know? but sheesh...
i cried last night, cuz i realized....im never gonna see them again.... its sad ... teng was the first asian ( guy or girl) that i ever found attractive... he started something new for me...
and he was so smart and had so much potential... it wasnt his time to go .... ok, im going to stop rambling before i start crying again..
i guess you can leave the love if you want...
ps-- sometime soon, im gonna try and get some pics of me on here.... so you all may finally see the face behind the mask...or the screen name, and whatever you wanna say..... you finally get to see ME....hope you enjoy... :-\