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my head is going to explode..and i really really shouldnt be here today..
today is the shittiest of all days...and its just begun....arrg
ok, first off, i wake up in the middle of the night ... sleeping on my back , i wake up , and my mouth is FULL of puke, and im still puking, when i was sleeping...ON MY BACK.... so i sit up, and puke even more.... and i stayed up the rest of the night doing that ..... continuously , and i still feel like complete shit...i wanna just barf eveything in my stomache OUT and get it over with
ok, then i come to school to find out from one of my friends that a few of my friends were killed in a car accident yesterday in virginia.... i will miss them... god i fucking hate it when my friends die.l..it tears me up... i havent cried yet, but its BOUND to happen today... i can feel it....im going to break down in the middle of the hall and ball my fucking eyes out...
and now, these stupid bitches think its cool to walk down the fucking hall and call me a " dyke ass bitch" and a "cracker" and everything fucking else...well FUCK THEM.... wait until later....UGGGH im gonna whoop someones ass...
i have all this pent up anger ....it really blows... and i dunno what to do...any suggestions?
sorry for the long ass entry...i had to get it all out though...
*** R.I.P- TENG, DAVID, AND MOTHER--WE WILL MISS YOU *** HMPH... get better eva...and sorry tina, im here for you guys if you need a shoulder to lean on... :(
today is the shittiest of all days...and its just begun....arrg
ok, first off, i wake up in the middle of the night ... sleeping on my back , i wake up , and my mouth is FULL of puke, and im still puking, when i was sleeping...ON MY BACK.... so i sit up, and puke even more.... and i stayed up the rest of the night doing that ..... continuously , and i still feel like complete shit...i wanna just barf eveything in my stomache OUT and get it over with
ok, then i come to school to find out from one of my friends that a few of my friends were killed in a car accident yesterday in virginia.... i will miss them... god i fucking hate it when my friends die.l..it tears me up... i havent cried yet, but its BOUND to happen today... i can feel it....im going to break down in the middle of the hall and ball my fucking eyes out...
and now, these stupid bitches think its cool to walk down the fucking hall and call me a " dyke ass bitch" and a "cracker" and everything fucking else...well FUCK THEM.... wait until later....UGGGH im gonna whoop someones ass...
i have all this pent up anger ....it really blows... and i dunno what to do...any suggestions?
sorry for the long ass entry...i had to get it all out though...
*** R.I.P- TENG, DAVID, AND MOTHER--WE WILL MISS YOU *** HMPH... get better eva...and sorry tina, im here for you guys if you need a shoulder to lean on... :(