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so far school seems like its gonna be pretty tight. classes are gonna be pretty easy. except for one class, english. but the rest eaisier then the last years. so that parts alright. and getting to keep hanging out with schylar mike and kael, and now erik, everyday is fuckin tight. only thing missin is christine and justin. but i still get to see them at times so it works out. so yeah so far so good i guess i can say lol
when it comes to schylar i'm speachless. i dont even know how to explain what i'm feeling anymore. hes the best thing that has happend to me in a looong time. i wish i could spend every minute with him. it amazing how i can feel like this when i never thought i would be even close to this. and when i think that he could leave for a while brakes me heart. i cant stop thinking about it. i dunno why. i know its not forever and it could be longer but when i hate not even getting to see him for a day i dunno how i'm gonna last 30. expecailly when i wont get to talk to him often, if at all, either. just being with him or being able to talk to him makes every little thing disapear. and when i know i wont have that i dont know what i'm gonna do.. but actually i'm more worried about him then me. way more worried. because i care about him and i know him and i know how hes gonna be. schylar, i just want u to know that i love u and if u do go dont worry about me cuz i'm not. i'm worried about u. cuz i know how and who u are. i care about u sooo much!! and all we can do is HOPE <3
~KODA~
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when it comes to schylar i'm speachless. i dont even know how to explain what i'm feeling anymore. hes the best thing that has happend to me in a looong time. i wish i could spend every minute with him. it amazing how i can feel like this when i never thought i would be even close to this. and when i think that he could leave for a while brakes me heart. i cant stop thinking about it. i dunno why. i know its not forever and it could be longer but when i hate not even getting to see him for a day i dunno how i'm gonna last 30. expecailly when i wont get to talk to him often, if at all, either. just being with him or being able to talk to him makes every little thing disapear. and when i know i wont have that i dont know what i'm gonna do.. but actually i'm more worried about him then me. way more worried. because i care about him and i know him and i know how hes gonna be. schylar, i just want u to know that i love u and if u do go dont worry about me cuz i'm not. i'm worried about u. cuz i know how and who u are. i care about u sooo much!! and all we can do is HOPE <3
~KODA~
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