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[xitsneverending]

had an ok day. started off slow but then got better when i got to chill with everyone. always the best to hang out with them. always heh

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for every tear... something can always hurt more

[anonymous]

i'm sorry i was acting the way i did yesterday, it's just everything that she said to me, hit like ton of bricks. all my life have have excepted and loved her becuase she is my mother. i thought no matter what kind of person i became could never matter to her bcause i'm her son and if everyone else left me in the world i would still have her because she's family. but somewhere along the line i failed in my part as her child to make her remember what family is and each chance i get to see whats happening i loose another person and another part of me.
dakotah last night in the car i had thought of every possable out i had from ever having to listen to her again. i wanted to kill myself so seriously its not even funny. i couldn't barely speak because my every thought was focused to the repeating sound of all that she said to me. until that moment i hadn't ever known that words so simple could cut so deep into my every thought and move. but when you took the time out to show me some passion and do something as little as just make me smile ment more to me then i could describe with words.
i just want you to know that the smile that was on my face may have only lasted for a moment but what you did for me for that few seconds is still smileing behind my eyes. if i didn't have you right now i may have done something really stupid last night and i just wanted you to know that i thank every good thing in this world for letting me have you. i love you and i want to say it with words.

for every tear,
i'm never going to loose you

Re: for every tear... something can always hurt more

[moonlightsorrow]

god damn sky, i've never met one individual who can use his words like you, granted this one is "depressing" it couldn't have been said any better. i'm sorry that things are going this way, yes i don't know exactly what's going on right now but ever since the day i met you you've always had problems with yer mom, and i guess now it's finally taken a toll on you, everything that was ever said before is now piling up.. i'm glad that you have dakotah, i'm glad that you have one thing that when only a smile can hold you back from life or death nothing matters more than those minutes spent with each other. your an amazing individual, your absolutely indescribable, your my star! i only hope that things get better, and if you ever need anybody to talk to, you know i'm here for you and i'd do anything for you. keep your head up and try not to let certain things bring you down, as hard as that is to do, you can't let her take away the things that matter most to you by certain words she says. i love you more than you will ever know, i hope you work everything out or work some things out. all my love and luck.!!!

KOD.. your the luckiest fuckin girl out there. that's really all that can be said. i looooooooove u!

<3.

0x
Angela

Re: for every tear... something can always hurt more

[xitsneverending]

that i am indeed ang. very much so. i looooooooooooooove u too!
and schylar.. i dont even know what to say... well i guess i do in a way but i'm not gonna say it on here. heh ya know?? i rather talk to u....

Re: for every tear... something can always hurt more

[anonymous]

angela if there is any person i respect more than the risk i take with speaking out loud it has to be you. you are the only equal i have in expressing whats on our minds; your tallent goes beyond the sky and into every person that has enought heart to listen to what you have say. everyone else how doesn't hear us is only wasting theirs sense's by not useing their traits of understanding. i love you like a sister who lives inside heart.
dakotah i'll talk to you when i see later, i promise.

for ever tear,
love is thicker then blood

Re: for every tear... something can always hurt more

[moonlightsorrow]

Schylar, nothing has ever mattered as much as that did. But coming from you I wouldn't expect anything less. Thank you, and I do agree with you on all of that. Because I never in a million years thought I would or could find somebody that would understand me like you do and take the time out of your own life to listen to what I have to say and to help me as much as you could, and you've helped me more than anybody else. Your words leave me speachless LITERALLY, that paragraph left me on the verge of tears, and the song you wrote for me left me standing in reality alone, when I thought he was right next to me, but it was a true piece of art. You showed me everything about individuality, you brought out the better in my skills of writing, and you've become one of my inspirations. Whenever I finish a poem, your the first person I think of cause I love hearing what you have to say, and your imputs on it!! I cant thank you enough for that!!! Reading the things you write I'm honestly blown away, and left in such awe. When I talk to you, and you tell me everything that's goin on with you, like that one night at Olivia's house, I didn't know what to do. Cause most people they'll say anything they want to online, but with you, you'd rather say everything to me in person.. and I admire you for that, cause that is one of my weaknesses, but you released it from me. I've never respected one guy so much, until you! And I can't stress enough how much your writing impacts me and just leaves me in such awe, never loose hope in yourself and your writings for that will be your fortune, and it'll take you amazingly far in life. Your ONE in a MILLION!! Until the next time, I MISS YOU like krazy!!! I Love You,

0x
Angela

Re: for every tear... something can always hurt more

[anonymous]

Schylar...I have known you through a lot of hard times, and you have always seemed to be the strongest person. Sometimes I forget that even you can be hurt. I'm so sorry that your mom is doing all this to you, you don't diserve it AT ALL. It makes me feel like a thousand knives are stabbing at me when I see you write about killing yourself. You have no idea what you mean to the people around you. You are truly closer then family to me, and I hope you never leave my life. I am so thankful for you and everyone else. I am really really thankful for Koda bein in your life now, she is what will get you through. I am soooo happy for you guys, you diserve eachother!! I know how bad someone in your family can hurt you, its happend many times to me, and a few simple words can affect you for the rest of your life. But you always have to remember that everything happens for a reason and you will always be a better and stronger person in the end. Even though your mom is stupid and doesen't realize how great of a person you are.. your friends do, and you are really the glue that holds us all together.
I'LL LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!! dont ever think about leaving us again!!
your little sister..christine! :)

Re: for every tear... something can always hurt more

[anonymous]

thanks christine you always will mean alto to me because you and everyone else are my family and it gets me threw every day. thanks.
i love you too. (your big bro)

for every tear,
schylar