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well i havent updated in a while so i figured i would now...i got that job at hughes supply i am guite happy i'll get my hours and im going to be getting good pay and good hours i will be able to see my baby ashley any day shes not working if she wants to...i thank her for helping me get that job and i thank adam for helping me as well...i feel very boring or something cuz from lack of money me and ashley doint really go out much anymore but that will all change soon just from time to time i feel like im holding her back fromparties and hanging out with her friends i dont want her to feel obligated to hang out with me she can hang out with whoever she wants...minus a few ppl im sure she knows who they r. i really dont mean to sounds liek a girl but I FUCKING LOVE HER she is amazing im so fucking happy i really dont want to do anything to mess up the best thing that has happened to me, and i hope she will let me know b4 hand if i do lol..im hoping to move out soon i really need to i miss being on my own i hate living at home it sucks..but i definately hope that all changes soon..but i cant think of anything else to say so i suppose im done for now..i'll update in a week or so most likely maybe something exciting will happen...we'll see, later days