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Today has been so boreing but i guess relaxing because ive been busy lately, monday i worked all day then hung out with some friends, then tuesday again i worked all day then hung out with Jordan and Stephanie till later on that night, then went home and went to bed, but i had to wake up early wednesday because i went to lakeside mall with Josh, we got kinda lost on the way there but he pretended like he knew exactly where we were going lol. We were there for a while but all I got was a zip up hoody from abercrombie.
Then after i got home around like 6, i called mark to see if we were still hanging out, and he said we would around 7, so i met up with him stephanie jordan and david. It was crazy seeing him again, i cant even explain how happy I was to just be there with him. We went for a walk and just kind of talked, it was almost like we were still together, but we werent...It was freezing outside so that kind of sucked, but it really didnt matter since i had him. I dont know if this even makes sense, but ive never been able to feel the way i feel with him, with anyone else. I dont know what it is about us when were together, but when im with him everything just goes away, i can sit on the phone with him for hours and get off still wanting to talk to him. I just wish it wasnt over between us, I want to be with him more then anything else, but at the same time i still feel like we need to just get over eachother and move on. Its just going to be really hard.
I just got out of the shower and its already 5:00, lol i need to find something to do today, everyones gone out of my house, and i dont know what time they'll be home, so it kind of sucks just sitting around with nothin to do.
Tomorrow im probly gonna go to the movies, im not sure yet though, so if you maybe wanna go or do somethin then call me or leave a comment about either friday or sometime this weekend
Then after i got home around like 6, i called mark to see if we were still hanging out, and he said we would around 7, so i met up with him stephanie jordan and david. It was crazy seeing him again, i cant even explain how happy I was to just be there with him. We went for a walk and just kind of talked, it was almost like we were still together, but we werent...It was freezing outside so that kind of sucked, but it really didnt matter since i had him. I dont know if this even makes sense, but ive never been able to feel the way i feel with him, with anyone else. I dont know what it is about us when were together, but when im with him everything just goes away, i can sit on the phone with him for hours and get off still wanting to talk to him. I just wish it wasnt over between us, I want to be with him more then anything else, but at the same time i still feel like we need to just get over eachother and move on. Its just going to be really hard.
I just got out of the shower and its already 5:00, lol i need to find something to do today, everyones gone out of my house, and i dont know what time they'll be home, so it kind of sucks just sitting around with nothin to do.
Tomorrow im probly gonna go to the movies, im not sure yet though, so if you maybe wanna go or do somethin then call me or leave a comment about either friday or sometime this weekend