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Tonight was a lot of fun, Me, Chelsea, and Nicole went to the Paulapalooza (Vicentes band), there was a ton of people there, they did so good too...after they were done it was like 9:00 and we all just hung out, mostly me nicole chelsea vicente devin jacob cullen paul vince and chris mostly.
I thought I was gonna be like raped by this one guy, lmao im not gonna get into it but it was just funny, he was makeing it wayyyyy too obvious that he wanted to like get in my pants or something it was disgusting
Before we had to leave, Chelsea and Vicente were standing in the driveway, I looked away for a second...looked back and saw them kissing, I felt so sick..my whole body just completely went numb and i thought i was going to cry...but i couldnt let myself, i couldnt show that i cared, chelseas with him now and i have to deal wiht that and accept it, im not mad at her, im not mad at him...at all...I dont want her to think that, its just it hurt so much that i had to see it, fuck it i gotta forget about it.
All that matters right now is this person, I cant even get my mind off him for a second, I dont know I gotta forget about it, too much shits goin on right now that I shouldnt let get to me.
Well thats really it...im tired tonight and I'm gonna go call Aaron back i guess
I'm just waiting...
I thought I was gonna be like raped by this one guy, lmao im not gonna get into it but it was just funny, he was makeing it wayyyyy too obvious that he wanted to like get in my pants or something it was disgusting
Before we had to leave, Chelsea and Vicente were standing in the driveway, I looked away for a second...looked back and saw them kissing, I felt so sick..my whole body just completely went numb and i thought i was going to cry...but i couldnt let myself, i couldnt show that i cared, chelseas with him now and i have to deal wiht that and accept it, im not mad at her, im not mad at him...at all...I dont want her to think that, its just it hurt so much that i had to see it, fuck it i gotta forget about it.
All that matters right now is this person, I cant even get my mind off him for a second, I dont know I gotta forget about it, too much shits goin on right now that I shouldnt let get to me.
Well thats really it...im tired tonight and I'm gonna go call Aaron back i guess
I'm just waiting...