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life....
given. life is what you make it.. well i guess as andy keirns says it.. " deep down inside i like being miserable.. n thats why i dont change anything n stay in the situation im in" .
wow.. im pretty lame huh?
i do want to be happy.. but im just so lost.. n the whole.. no motivation/confidence thing doesnt really help. but one day ill wake up n face it all n do something with myself.. .
i hope.. .
i havent been on here in ages.. i used to live by this thing... met one of my favorite most amazing person ever on here.. ( sleeve) <3 ye.s. i know that was SO not english.. oh well. anywho.. .. n now.. i rarely go on it.. too much happened to me in the past 3 years.. n im just still messed up bout it.. i let myself fall so far from myself anfd reality that im tryin to pick up the pieces n get myself back in gear n its hard. lol... god.. im tryin little things at a time though.. :(
theres so much drama n bullshit going on with friends right now.. n im eally fed up with it.
i honestly just want to dissapear.. n once i get my 2 weeks off n save some money. im taking off. i dont care where . but no one will know. i need a vacation from everyone n all this crap that is making me a total cunt n a moody lil pessimisstic girl.. eh
fuck.. i gotta be up in 3 and a half hours.. im gonna crash..
lame come back huh? haha
given. life is what you make it.. well i guess as andy keirns says it.. " deep down inside i like being miserable.. n thats why i dont change anything n stay in the situation im in" .
wow.. im pretty lame huh?
i do want to be happy.. but im just so lost.. n the whole.. no motivation/confidence thing doesnt really help. but one day ill wake up n face it all n do something with myself.. .
i hope.. .
i havent been on here in ages.. i used to live by this thing... met one of my favorite most amazing person ever on here.. ( sleeve) <3 ye.s. i know that was SO not english.. oh well. anywho.. .. n now.. i rarely go on it.. too much happened to me in the past 3 years.. n im just still messed up bout it.. i let myself fall so far from myself anfd reality that im tryin to pick up the pieces n get myself back in gear n its hard. lol... god.. im tryin little things at a time though.. :(
theres so much drama n bullshit going on with friends right now.. n im eally fed up with it.
i honestly just want to dissapear.. n once i get my 2 weeks off n save some money. im taking off. i dont care where . but no one will know. i need a vacation from everyone n all this crap that is making me a total cunt n a moody lil pessimisstic girl.. eh
fuck.. i gotta be up in 3 and a half hours.. im gonna crash..
lame come back huh? haha