Sep 24, 2009 02:58
so I'm at a point where multiple things are coming up that need to be attended to before they get out of control. I need to find new meetings to go to, I feel I have used up the resources at my disposal and need to move on to new areas. I see that some of these people are just trying to help me because they can see the trouble when i walk in. But i dont want what these people have to offer, i dont agree with the way they are doing things. But since i dont want to say this to them i just need to take myself out of the situations where i see them.
Have you ever kept things bottled up inside waiting, waiting for the right moment to come. when it would be perfect to say what you have been waiting to say, only to find out that its too late.... well I'm getting to that point where im starting to fear that i have missed my opportunity and its just been wasted. I really hope not.
I hung out with her after class today, Walked to Leo's Coney, around R.O. and then to her house to watch Duplicity. Its a pretty crazy movie with Julia Roberts, Clive Owens, and Paul Giamatti. Real confusing to follow but good. I'd recommend it.
Brother has tried climbing onto my lap for the second time now, I think he's trying to tell me something