Jun 12, 2004 05:05
There's an angel by your hospital bed desparate to hear his name on your breath.
As he looks down you're not making a sound.
Open your eyes and look at me.
I'll bring to you whatever you need.
I'll tell you I'm sorry that I can't take this pain away from you.
I'd put it on my own body if I knew how to, can't you see?
I've got to bust you out of here somehow.
I've never seen your heart this tired I've never seen your spirit held down.
I know that you say, "this is what you get for being a bad child."
But I know this will be your reward in just a little while.
It's testing the strong ones.
It's scarring the beautiful ones.
It's holding the loved ones one last time.
So tonight i finally got out of the house, i went to see zao, remembering never,scarlet, and in these walls. Wow man in these walls are so awesome, its so awesome to see freinds doing well, and theyre doing awesome, kids were really getting into them. I didnt watch scarlet cause well im not down.Remebering never blew me away, so heavy live, there was incredible amounts of mosh, like death everywhere haha. ZAO i dont know if i can ever give a possible explanation on how much this band means to me, they played 10 songs, TEN SONGS! i couldnt beleive it, my life was just lifted.
Ok away from show stuff, i met a very beautiful girl tonight, inside and out such a wonderful girl, her name is jordanna. I love how positive and loving she was towards me and how positive she was about my faith, her friend, dont hate me if this is wrong azita was also incredible. Theres just something about jordi, shes such an amazing girl, i feel so blessed to have met her. Other people that ive met that have touched my heart are azita, eric, erica, neil, hardcore greg, marc with a c, these new friends have made life so much better. Oh and kindra didnt come tonight, bummer.