im not dead.
thats right im still alive, and i just got back from tour with the end, it was awesome, anything that was stressing me out actually went away, im happy and now i can just take care of my moms, i miss everyone back home alot, it sucks.
oh and is grace enough is no longer my band, dont ask me why, but simon baldwin is continually a peice of shit,that band is nothing without me, not to be a dick, but i was the only person in that band anyone liked, so that group of assholes can go fuck themselves, its funny how when i talked to alex, the new singer he even called simon an asshole, to funny.
and to anyone that has problems with decisions i made...fuck off, i made them for myself and for the better of me, i was rotting in ottawa and the build up of stress and pain was to much, so yes i took a vacation and went on tour with the end, it was a last minute decison but ya i did it, i dont regret it, so dont try and tell me im wrong, thats just to the people and that think they can prioritize MY life for me.
i missed my moms tons, atleast i talked to her everyday, it was awesome,she has to go in for surgery and she has a 30 percent chance of being paralyzed from the surgery, its really scary,it makes me cry when i think about how brittle she is and how i cant actually help.
but ya tour was awesome once again, met some awesome people, met one especially awesome girl...*cough* kelsey *cough* and made some many new freinds and the funniest thing is i got so many offers to do other tours with other bands such as ion dissonace and black dhalia murder so maybe ill make a career change, or a career choice, i think id love to tour manage, so im gonna look into it.
TO EVERYONE BACK HOME I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU AND HOPE YOU DONT HATE ME FOR ANY REASONS.
HOLLA! <3 XOXOX
oh and is grace enough is no longer my band, dont ask me why, but simon baldwin is continually a peice of shit,that band is nothing without me, not to be a dick, but i was the only person in that band anyone liked, so that group of assholes can go fuck themselves, its funny how when i talked to alex, the new singer he even called simon an asshole, to funny.
and to anyone that has problems with decisions i made...fuck off, i made them for myself and for the better of me, i was rotting in ottawa and the build up of stress and pain was to much, so yes i took a vacation and went on tour with the end, it was a last minute decison but ya i did it, i dont regret it, so dont try and tell me im wrong, thats just to the people and that think they can prioritize MY life for me.
i missed my moms tons, atleast i talked to her everyday, it was awesome,she has to go in for surgery and she has a 30 percent chance of being paralyzed from the surgery, its really scary,it makes me cry when i think about how brittle she is and how i cant actually help.
but ya tour was awesome once again, met some awesome people, met one especially awesome girl...*cough* kelsey *cough* and made some many new freinds and the funniest thing is i got so many offers to do other tours with other bands such as ion dissonace and black dhalia murder so maybe ill make a career change, or a career choice, i think id love to tour manage, so im gonna look into it.
TO EVERYONE BACK HOME I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU AND HOPE YOU DONT HATE ME FOR ANY REASONS.
HOLLA! <3 XOXOX