..insert knife here...
so yea im posting again. 3rd time today. The first times were just me really messing around getting the feel of things, but now i've discovered something and i have to just vent.
I dont understand why people play me as a fool. All i ask for is honesty and some respect. for whatever reason people think i dont deserve that. I dont want to be hurt again i truly dont think
i deserve that. With everything that i've been through this year i think i derserve a little bit of happiness. Maybe i just gave myself to quick because im very vulnerable right now. Though they know
my situation, and i've told them before that all i wanted was honesty. I guess the whole "Im more honest with you than with anyone online" thing was just them trying to get themselves out of a hardspot.
So yea im really pissed. Don't tell me you like me and then continue to live this lie to me. I've told you be fucking straight up and i'll be fine. Dont let me catch you in your lies matter of fact dont fucking lie to me
at all. Its not right you just dont do that to people. I can forgive and forget the first time, but now i've caught you again and its not going to be easy at all. Dont screw me i have feelings just like anyone else. Give
me what i deserve...some honesty and respect. Until you can do that i dunno if i want this to continue. I was really hopeing you would be someone i could count on. Thats what i get though i guess for putting to much
trust into others. Getting stabbed in the back really fucking hurts. Though i have to say...im not the least bit surprised...