Scientifically a shitty conversation
Well I had the conversation that never was. My mom thinks I set her up to talk to Cara's mom. I talked to my mom about the wedding and let's just say I did not go as well as I hoped. She basically told me not to tell her what to do and when to do it because she will do it when she feels like it. THE NEW RULE IS TELL HER ONCE OR SHE GETS MAD THE SECOND TIME. She ended the conversation by pretending to understand the whole reason for pushing her to help out , by saying we even ha! I understand you understand there is nothing to say. So I said this is how we are going end conversations now she said yep. Finished by saying have a good night. Along with other shit I felt worse. She is acting like a child and using that "that is what you did when you lived here" for a excuse I was still a teenager FUCK.
She does not want to do a damn thing and I am done with it. If she just wants me to pretend that everything is great, I cant, nothing was an act before so why does it have to be now? I also see the excusses I have given come out when I was talking to her. I have been lazy with getting my shit together from time to time but know now excueses sound weaslley and weak.
I have no opinion, my words hurt, I have to watch what I say, and I burned my bridges in transcona.....says my mom.
along with other things to even the score.
I am not trying to take control over her she is my mom and always will be but if I cant explain anything to her there is nothing to talk about. She does not want to compromise I tell she does not have to do a thing and it is fine.
She does not want to do a damn thing and I am done with it. If she just wants me to pretend that everything is great, I cant, nothing was an act before so why does it have to be now? I also see the excusses I have given come out when I was talking to her. I have been lazy with getting my shit together from time to time but know now excueses sound weaslley and weak.
I have no opinion, my words hurt, I have to watch what I say, and I burned my bridges in transcona.....says my mom.
along with other things to even the score.
I am not trying to take control over her she is my mom and always will be but if I cant explain anything to her there is nothing to talk about. She does not want to compromise I tell she does not have to do a thing and it is fine.