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Well another weekend and did not get much homework done. I had a fun chat with my Mom causing her to hang up on me! All I was asking her was to help with the wedding because no one has asked shit about it and Cara's family have asked everytime we have seen them. I know the bride's family does more but still it was not like it was my birthday and i was asking for something specific or even demanding it. I have never asked for anything, and I should have not even told her to call Cara's MOm. I originally called her to say thank for calling when she was in the neighborhood when I was out. Then she started saying how we got ripped off when we bought the dog...and when I made a suggestion to call she gave me all thses excuses. Now my Dad calls after she hung on me and is the middle man again! Then I got into some shit with him I just fell apart. I was shaking and my teeth were chattering, is was insane. I am sick of my mom avoiding me. It will be impossible to talk to her, because she is going think it is all an attack. My dad called today, and had to explain again to my dad the reason of me asking her to call. I just wanted her to be involved and have it equal if any of my family even thinks of going. I am dissapointed with my mom, I know it will be fine but she is absolutley unbelievable. FUCK!. I was always been someone to unload shit before now I am supposed to just sit and listen to thy wisdom of my mom? How can you reject communication with your son? Repeatedly?

So I am just studying today, have lots to do but have been slacking and I dont know why

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